If there is one thing I wish for more than anything is to be loved. But I know I won't be.
I know because loving me isn't just hugs and kisses and intimate moments only we'll truly know. Loving me is heart ache and fear and never really knowing what we feel.
Loving me isn't filled with hand holding and smiles and arguments that end with apologies. Loving me is distance and glances and arguments that never really end nor really begin.
There is no sharing secrets or laughs just silence.
I wish to be loved. But I know that no one could love someone who doesn't love them back.